Tell me my hair smells nice and kiss my neck and rub my back and speak softly and tell me you like the sound of my laughter and hold me tightly until I fall asleep first and brush your teeth with me and don’t speak too much when I’m irritable and always remember the exact color of my eyes and never forget to make my birthday the most special day of the year and don’t hold back and never make me feel insecure and don’t you dare leave me and if you do then please don’t ever come back. 

I don’t want to be your mistake. I don’t want to be a regret. I don’t want to be the girl you knew once back in high school.

Why couldn’t you just say goodbye? I want closure so bad but it won’t be enough; because in reality I just want you.

I need help